The 12th day of February.

What was I doing all these days?

Well, the following lines are for someone.
Someone....ermm...forget it.
Here it goes.

' Hey girl
I see you standin next to him
And i can tell you aint happy...
You rather be on the side of the club
Ballin' out with a niggah like me...
I can see you imaginin' those thoughts in your head
By the way your staring'...
I'll help your fantasies come true
All you gotta do is look me in my eyes
Look me in my eyes(5x)
Ill take you to that place
All i ask is look me in my eyes
Look me in my eyes(3x)
Baby look me in my eyes(1x)'


It's a very meaningful song.

I am feeling quite low these days.

I lost a friend called Disha for you.
I lost my best friend Shruti for you.
What else do you want me to do?



It's a gut feeling.
What's my condition like at present?

I am shattered like pieces of glass. And you took one lying piece of glass and stabbed my heart. You stabbed it repeatedly.

I trusted a girl very easily. I shouldn't have. I shared the biggest secret of my life with her. I shouldn't have.
With great excitement and enthusiasm, I opened her profile to get a photo of hers to post it in my 'Special People. Special Reasons.' album.
She had banned me from seeing her photos.
I don't know why.


Even I have banned everyone from seeing my photos in facebook.
I have changed my password.
People tend to take me for granted. They spy on me.


It's time to bring a few changes.

Fuck me and my intoxicated life.
Peace out.